I have learned that I can finally breathe.
Let me first warn you, I am a bit emotional today. I don't know why, I just woke up that way. Maybe it is the book I am reading, maybe it is being alone in the house, maybe it's just a Friday thing.
I feel as if there has just been this huge weight lifted off of my chest. For the longest time, mainly the past year, I have felt as if i just couldn't catch my breath. This past year has been agonizing for me. I have visited the lowest of the lows, the darkest depths of my soul, the bottomless misery of my heart. It has been a treacherous journey, through which most of it I have felt buried in a deep hole unable to see the light. I've cried, I have ached, I have bellowed in my sorrows. I've been reaching for the shore, desperate to find my way, all the while my head barely above water.
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