As I have mentioned before, and as anyone who knows me knows - I am a planner. I try to have a clear path and goal, and know exactly what is needed to succeed. The past year, especially, I have found that even the best plans can fail.
If someone told me a year ago today I would be where I am right now, I would have laughed hysterically at them. Almost every single part of my life has changed dramatically from where it was 365 days ago. My home life, my health, my professional career, my personal relationships. my financial situation. Sometimes I get angry and say to myself 'dammit, I HAD a plan, I had goals'. But getting mad at the situation doesn't change the realities of it.
I sometimes get discouraged and wonder why I should bother having a plan anymore at all. Then I realize that isn't who I am, and I will always be forced to deal with the disappointments that come along with expectations.
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